Bitching and Moaning...
It began first thing this morning…our bitch session.
(9:01:44 AM) Marguaritte: and I'm like "I don't care, I need info, supply it, please"
(9:02:21 AM) Marguaritte: and she just can't seem to understand that it doesn't matter is the new ones she wanted to promote were up or not, I NEED INFO FOR THE NEWSLETTER TODAY
(9:03:38 AM) Marguaritte: J is only going to be here today and I need the info so I can get the newsletter approved
(9:03:55 AM) Marguaritte: I asked for it over a week ago, told her I needed it by the end of the day yesterday
(9:04:06 AM) Marguaritte: of course, she didn't send it yesterday
(9:05:51 AM) cah1470: ugh
(9:06:14 AM) cah1470: well...Corey left a surprise in all our drinks last night (again)
(9:06:20 AM) Marguaritte: ugh
(9:06:38 AM) cah1470: Cameron left a trail of dog food yesterday morning so we had a mountain of ants to greet us yesterday
(9:06:38 AM) Marguaritte: you said it right the first time
(9:07:02 AM) cah1470: and my compressor has died on my a/c so it was about 100 degrees in the house
(9:07:24 AM) Marguaritte: :(
(9:08:22 AM) cah1470: and after 3 hours of fans and open windows I was able to get the house down to a balmy 92 degrees
(9:08:29 AM) cah1470: so we could sleep around 1:30
(9:08:30 AM) Marguaritte: I'm sorry
(9:08:36 AM) Marguaritte: I know how that sucks
(9:08:45 AM) cah1470: and all I kept thinking is was I Attila the Hun in my past life or something?
(9:08:58 AM) Marguaritte: I fell asleep in my bed in the heat, so I know
(9:09:01 AM) Marguaritte: XD
(9:09:06 AM) cah1470: it's not enough to be poor? It’s not enough to have Corey? I have to work to roast and have vomit in my tea?
(9:09:15 AM) cah1470: I think I am a relatively nice person
(9:09:18 AM) Marguaritte: sigh, I'm sorry
(9:09:23 AM) Marguaritte: you are!
(9:09:26 AM) cah1470: it would be nice if my days could reflect this just every once in awhile
(9:09:33 AM) Marguaritte: yeah, I know
(9:09:57 AM) cah1470: and I can feel myself losing my resolve
(9:10:14 AM) cah1470: my look on the bright side attitude is fading
(9:10:41 AM) Marguaritte: I understand
(9:10:42 AM) Marguaritte: I'm sorry
(9:10:49 AM) cah1470: oh and guess who greeted me this morning
(9:10:53 AM) cah1470: to add insult to injury?
(9:10:58 AM) Marguaritte: who?
(9:11:00 AM) cah1470: Alex the stalker
(9:11:12 AM) Marguaritte: oh god, not him again
(9:11:13 AM) cah1470: (8:55:35 AM) alex_marwand: after a long time iam saying just hello to you
(9:11:31 AM) cah1470: which only means even though I asked him several times to go away he is just lurking
(9:11:35 AM) Marguaritte: yikes
(9:11:38 AM) cah1470: probably reading every single thing I post
(9:11:44 AM) cah1470: and I am just so over that whole scene
(9:11:44 AM) Marguaritte: :(
(9:12:21 AM) cah1470: I am at a stage where I need something fun and uncomplicated to happen
(9:12:22 AM) Marguaritte: yes
(9:12:31 AM) cah1470: it's a good thing the Lion King is on Friday
(9:12:36 AM) cah1470: I can really use the outing
(9:12:36 AM) Marguaritte: :)
(9:12:45 AM) Marguaritte: yeah, sounds like
(9:12:53 AM) Marguaritte: and goddamnit, I hate Barracuda
(9:12:57 AM) cah1470: :)
(9:13:00 AM) Marguaritte: it's impossible to carry on 2 conversations
(9:13:09 AM) cah1470: well you don't see me using it
(9:13:14 AM) Marguaritte: it keeps flipping me b/t you and Katie
(9:13:14 AM) cah1470: I would use meebo 1st
(9:13:22 AM) Marguaritte: so she's getting half of the comments meant for you
(9:13:54 AM) Marguaritte: because you can't stop it from moving you to the other conversation when someone replies
(9:14:08 AM) cah1470: oh I hate that
(9:14:13 AM) Marguaritte: yeah
(9:14:14 AM) cah1470: yahoo does that to me at home
(9:14:26 AM) Marguaritte: I never use yahoo at home
(9:14:27 AM) cah1470: when I am chatting with D and MNG at the same time things can get interesting
(9:14:35 AM) Marguaritte: hehehehe
(9:15:11 AM) cah1470: it takes more skill than I have to make sure my responses go to the right person 100% of the time
(9:15:16 AM) cah1470: which is why I am invisible
(9:15:20 AM) cah1470: almost always
(9:15:28 AM) Marguaritte: hehehehe
(9:17:10 AM) cah1470: oh and now I am going home
(9:17:20 AM) Marguaritte: oh?
(9:17:22 AM) cah1470: because I forgot to check my checking account yesterday
(9:17:32 AM) cah1470: and I had a gas charge I forgot about
(9:17:42 AM) cah1470: and so I was $7 short on my account
(9:17:50 AM) Marguaritte: :(
(9:17:51 AM) cah1470: money I have in my savings by the way
(9:17:58 AM) cah1470: so now I have $105 in fees
(9:18:01 AM) cah1470: for a gas charge
(9:18:05 AM) cah1470: a pizza charge
(9:18:05 AM) Marguaritte: yikes
(9:18:24 AM) cah1470: and $18.95 at value city
(9:18:34 AM) Marguaritte: I’m sorry
(9:18:46 AM) cah1470: so I am $112.77 in the red
(9:18:53 AM) cah1470: and $105 of it is fees
(9:18:59 AM) cah1470: how can I win like that?
(9:19:06 AM) cah1470: and a broken air conditioner
(9:19:19 AM) cah1470: and vomit in tea
(9:19:26 AM) cah1470: and a wrecked car
(9:19:34 AM) cah1470: and I want to kill myself right now
(9:19:37 AM) cah1470: I honestly do
(9:19:39 AM) Marguaritte: please don't
(9:19:43 AM) Marguaritte: oh, I know that feeling
(9:19:46 AM) Marguaritte: but please don't
(9:20:15 AM) cah1470: oh and Corey attacked one of the teachers yesterday
(9:20:19 AM) cah1470: scratched up her arms
(9:20:23 AM) cah1470: I forgot to add that :)
(9:21:38 AM) cah1470: and it's because I am not on my game
(9:21:50 AM) cah1470: 5 years ago I would never have left my checking account unattended
(9:22:13 AM) cah1470: I was home I have a computer there is really no excuse for me to not have checked last night and moved money from my savings account if I needed to
(9:22:23 AM) cah1470: but I am just so tired of just about everything
(9:22:26 AM) cah1470: I didn't want to move
(9:22:28 AM) cah1470: it was hot
(9:22:42 AM) cah1470: I kept calling Corey back because he kept going towards the kitchen
(9:23:22 AM) cah1470: I knew what he wanted to do and I knew no matter how many times I called him back, no matter how many times I caught him before he went down there, he only needed one time to do it
(9:23:32 AM) cah1470: and of course sooner or later he was going to get his chance
(9:23:50 AM) cah1470: and it was just too frustrating I didn't log on to the computer...I didn't even turn my television on
(9:24:13 AM) Marguaritte: I'm so sorry
(9:24:24 AM) cah1470: I just laid in my bed and told Corey to go back every time I saw him pass me until I finally fell asleep and of course when I woke up at 3:00
(9:24:27 AM) cah1470: guess where he was?
(9:24:22 AM) Marguaritte: I was going to walk over there and give you a hug
(9:24:27 AM) Marguaritte: but my card key isn't working
(9:24:39 AM) cah1470: no don't I am too messy for visitors
(9:24:42 AM) Marguaritte: the kitchen?
(9:24:43 AM) Marguaritte: LOL
(9:24:45 AM) cah1470: yep
(9:24:56 AM) cah1470: and I just want to kick something you know?
(9:25:03 AM) cah1470: I work so hard and it doesn't matter
(9:25:14 AM) Marguaritte: well, it doesn't matter because my key wouldn't let me in traffic and it wouldn't let me back in this building either, Josh had to let me in
(9:25:15 AM) Marguaritte: yes, I do
(9:25:16 AM) cah1470: it only takes one night when I don't feel like checking my account
(9:25:31 AM) Marguaritte: I often want to kick something or kill myself
(9:25:38 AM) cah1470: or one moment when I close my eyes and what I am trying to avoid is going to happen
(9:26:24 AM) Marguaritte: yeah
(9:26:38 AM) Marguaritte: I do understand
(9:26:56 AM) cah1470: and I am slipping I can't even keep up with it like I used to
(9:27:10 AM) cah1470: Cameron destroyed the handles last year so I can't lock the refrigerator anymore
(9:27:31 AM) cah1470: I figured out how to lock the glass doors so Corey can't escape so we are right back to the refrigerator dramas again
(9:27:45 AM) cah1470: 15 years of one horrible thing I can't control or another
(9:27:50 AM) cah1470: and I am so weary of it
(9:27:51 AM) cah1470: all of it
(9:27:59 AM) Marguaritte: I know, I know
(9:30:41 AM) cah1470: the whole account thing is because the daycare has had trouble with a few of the parents not paying tuition on time
(9:31:07 AM) cah1470: so even though Cam has been going there for almost 4 years and I have always paid on time they would no longer allow me to pay every 2 weeks
(9:31:20 AM) cah1470: I used to pay for the current week and the following week each time I got paid
(9:31:47 AM) cah1470: but now I have to pay the Monday of the current week and no later so I had to pay them $495 to get cam 2 weeks ahead
(9:31:54 AM) cah1470: in addition to my mortgage
(9:32:16 AM) cah1470: so now I am 117 dollars in the rear with no a/c and I honestly am at the end of the line
(9:32:30 AM) cah1470: and bitching and moaning which I hate to do
(9:32:39 AM) cah1470: I just hate whining or feeling like whining
(9:32:42 AM) cah1470: it doesn't serve anything
(9:38:44 AM) Marguaritte: but sometimes you need to do it
(9:38:51 AM) cah1470: yeah I guess
(9:38:54 AM) cah1470: but I hate it
(9:39:24 AM) Marguaritte: I could probably float you a little money if it would help
(9:39:47 AM) cah1470: no don't do that a money hole only grows bigger when you borrow
(9:39:56 AM) cah1470: I appreciate it but I will just have to suffer through
(9:40:01 AM) Marguaritte: I know, I'm just saying
(9:40:08 AM) cah1470: it was my mistake and I do have money in my savings account
(9:40:16 AM) cah1470: that is really the biggest point of it really
(9:40:20 AM) Marguaritte: but if you ever need lunch or something, I don't mind buying a friend lunch or giving her gas money
(9:40:25 AM) cah1470: I am going to pay $105 for negligence
(9:40:30 AM) cah1470: not because I didn't have the money
(9:40:40 AM) Marguaritte: it's been the foundation of my friendship w/ Daf for years. ;)
(9:40:45 AM) cah1470: :) lol
(9:41:11 AM) Marguaritte: I'm serious though
(9:42:03 AM) cah1470: yeah I know
(9:42:13 AM) cah1470: honestly I have money to make it until payday
(9:42:25 AM) cah1470: all the purchases cleared
(9:42:34 AM) cah1470: my frustration is in paying $105 for neglect
(9:42:41 AM) cah1470: I don't have money to make mistakes like that
(9:43:16 AM) cah1470: all the money I saved at value city to have a bag full of stuff for $18.95 is blown because I paid $35 in fees for the charge
(9:43:16 AM) Marguaritte: yeah, I understand
(9:43:41 AM) cah1470: it's days like today that make me hate Malfoy even more
(9:43:48 AM) cah1470: she is already in Lee's office complaining
(9:44:07 AM) cah1470: according to Jon her dad gives her more than $10,000 a year in help
(9:44:28 AM) cah1470: she doesn't have anything really to be unhappy about and yet she whines
(9:44:35 AM) cah1470: constantly
(9:44:40 AM) cah1470: I want to be like
(9:44:45 AM) cah1470: hey switch with me for a day
(9:44:57 AM) cah1470: I will show you what you are supposed to bitch and moan about
(9:46:53 AM) cah1470: and I think how is it she can be such a bitch and have everything work out and I can try to be nice at all times and nothing will work out
(9:47:37 AM) Marguaritte: I know, I know
(9:47:45 AM) Marguaritte: you know I know, LOL
(9:47:58 AM) cah1470: yes I do which is why I am on this pity party of mine
(9:48:03 AM) Marguaritte: I feel like I've done the best I can my whole life and it's not good enough
(9:48:04 AM) cah1470: but I will get over it in a few minutes
(9:48:08 AM) Marguaritte: :)
(9:48:17 AM) Marguaritte: well, I'm not much help but you can bitch to me all you want
(9:48:22 AM) Marguaritte: I understand the need
(9:48:24 AM) cah1470: thanks :)
(9:48:30 AM) Marguaritte: but, hey, bright side, Newsletter's done
(9:48:44 AM) Marguaritte: sending it off for approval
(9:49:31 AM) cah1470: yay!
(9:49:45 AM) Marguaritte: yup
(9:49:49 AM) cah1470: you would think at my age I would know better though...I know things aren't fair
(9:49:49 AM) Marguaritte: sent off
(9:50:00 AM) cah1470: I don't know why I am still raging about it at this late date
(9:50:04 AM) Marguaritte: that doesn't change the fact that it sucks
(9:50:31 AM) cah1470: yeah I guess that is it in a nutshell
(9:50:39 AM) cah1470: I know it's fact but I hate it
(9:50:39 AM) Marguaritte: :)
(9:50:44 AM) Marguaritte: exactly
(9:01:44 AM) Marguaritte: and I'm like "I don't care, I need info, supply it, please"
(9:02:21 AM) Marguaritte: and she just can't seem to understand that it doesn't matter is the new ones she wanted to promote were up or not, I NEED INFO FOR THE NEWSLETTER TODAY
(9:03:38 AM) Marguaritte: J is only going to be here today and I need the info so I can get the newsletter approved
(9:03:55 AM) Marguaritte: I asked for it over a week ago, told her I needed it by the end of the day yesterday
(9:04:06 AM) Marguaritte: of course, she didn't send it yesterday
(9:05:51 AM) cah1470: ugh
(9:06:14 AM) cah1470: well...Corey left a surprise in all our drinks last night (again)
(9:06:20 AM) Marguaritte: ugh
(9:06:38 AM) cah1470: Cameron left a trail of dog food yesterday morning so we had a mountain of ants to greet us yesterday
(9:06:38 AM) Marguaritte: you said it right the first time
(9:07:02 AM) cah1470: and my compressor has died on my a/c so it was about 100 degrees in the house
(9:07:24 AM) Marguaritte: :(
(9:08:22 AM) cah1470: and after 3 hours of fans and open windows I was able to get the house down to a balmy 92 degrees
(9:08:29 AM) cah1470: so we could sleep around 1:30
(9:08:30 AM) Marguaritte: I'm sorry
(9:08:36 AM) Marguaritte: I know how that sucks
(9:08:45 AM) cah1470: and all I kept thinking is was I Attila the Hun in my past life or something?
(9:08:58 AM) Marguaritte: I fell asleep in my bed in the heat, so I know
(9:09:01 AM) Marguaritte: XD
(9:09:06 AM) cah1470: it's not enough to be poor? It’s not enough to have Corey? I have to work to roast and have vomit in my tea?
(9:09:15 AM) cah1470: I think I am a relatively nice person
(9:09:18 AM) Marguaritte: sigh, I'm sorry
(9:09:23 AM) Marguaritte: you are!
(9:09:26 AM) cah1470: it would be nice if my days could reflect this just every once in awhile
(9:09:33 AM) Marguaritte: yeah, I know
(9:09:57 AM) cah1470: and I can feel myself losing my resolve
(9:10:14 AM) cah1470: my look on the bright side attitude is fading
(9:10:41 AM) Marguaritte: I understand
(9:10:42 AM) Marguaritte: I'm sorry
(9:10:49 AM) cah1470: oh and guess who greeted me this morning
(9:10:53 AM) cah1470: to add insult to injury?
(9:10:58 AM) Marguaritte: who?
(9:11:00 AM) cah1470: Alex the stalker
(9:11:12 AM) Marguaritte: oh god, not him again
(9:11:13 AM) cah1470: (8:55:35 AM) alex_marwand: after a long time iam saying just hello to you
(9:11:31 AM) cah1470: which only means even though I asked him several times to go away he is just lurking
(9:11:35 AM) Marguaritte: yikes
(9:11:38 AM) cah1470: probably reading every single thing I post
(9:11:44 AM) cah1470: and I am just so over that whole scene
(9:11:44 AM) Marguaritte: :(
(9:12:21 AM) cah1470: I am at a stage where I need something fun and uncomplicated to happen
(9:12:22 AM) Marguaritte: yes
(9:12:31 AM) cah1470: it's a good thing the Lion King is on Friday
(9:12:36 AM) cah1470: I can really use the outing
(9:12:36 AM) Marguaritte: :)
(9:12:45 AM) Marguaritte: yeah, sounds like
(9:12:53 AM) Marguaritte: and goddamnit, I hate Barracuda
(9:12:57 AM) cah1470: :)
(9:13:00 AM) Marguaritte: it's impossible to carry on 2 conversations
(9:13:09 AM) cah1470: well you don't see me using it
(9:13:14 AM) Marguaritte: it keeps flipping me b/t you and Katie
(9:13:14 AM) cah1470: I would use meebo 1st
(9:13:22 AM) Marguaritte: so she's getting half of the comments meant for you
(9:13:54 AM) Marguaritte: because you can't stop it from moving you to the other conversation when someone replies
(9:14:08 AM) cah1470: oh I hate that
(9:14:13 AM) Marguaritte: yeah
(9:14:14 AM) cah1470: yahoo does that to me at home
(9:14:26 AM) Marguaritte: I never use yahoo at home
(9:14:27 AM) cah1470: when I am chatting with D and MNG at the same time things can get interesting
(9:14:35 AM) Marguaritte: hehehehe
(9:15:11 AM) cah1470: it takes more skill than I have to make sure my responses go to the right person 100% of the time
(9:15:16 AM) cah1470: which is why I am invisible
(9:15:20 AM) cah1470: almost always
(9:15:28 AM) Marguaritte: hehehehe
(9:17:10 AM) cah1470: oh and now I am going home
(9:17:20 AM) Marguaritte: oh?
(9:17:22 AM) cah1470: because I forgot to check my checking account yesterday
(9:17:32 AM) cah1470: and I had a gas charge I forgot about
(9:17:42 AM) cah1470: and so I was $7 short on my account
(9:17:50 AM) Marguaritte: :(
(9:17:51 AM) cah1470: money I have in my savings by the way
(9:17:58 AM) cah1470: so now I have $105 in fees
(9:18:01 AM) cah1470: for a gas charge
(9:18:05 AM) cah1470: a pizza charge
(9:18:05 AM) Marguaritte: yikes
(9:18:24 AM) cah1470: and $18.95 at value city
(9:18:34 AM) Marguaritte: I’m sorry
(9:18:46 AM) cah1470: so I am $112.77 in the red
(9:18:53 AM) cah1470: and $105 of it is fees
(9:18:59 AM) cah1470: how can I win like that?
(9:19:06 AM) cah1470: and a broken air conditioner
(9:19:19 AM) cah1470: and vomit in tea
(9:19:26 AM) cah1470: and a wrecked car
(9:19:34 AM) cah1470: and I want to kill myself right now
(9:19:37 AM) cah1470: I honestly do
(9:19:39 AM) Marguaritte: please don't
(9:19:43 AM) Marguaritte: oh, I know that feeling
(9:19:46 AM) Marguaritte: but please don't
(9:20:15 AM) cah1470: oh and Corey attacked one of the teachers yesterday
(9:20:19 AM) cah1470: scratched up her arms
(9:20:23 AM) cah1470: I forgot to add that :)
(9:21:38 AM) cah1470: and it's because I am not on my game
(9:21:50 AM) cah1470: 5 years ago I would never have left my checking account unattended
(9:22:13 AM) cah1470: I was home I have a computer there is really no excuse for me to not have checked last night and moved money from my savings account if I needed to
(9:22:23 AM) cah1470: but I am just so tired of just about everything
(9:22:26 AM) cah1470: I didn't want to move
(9:22:28 AM) cah1470: it was hot
(9:22:42 AM) cah1470: I kept calling Corey back because he kept going towards the kitchen
(9:23:22 AM) cah1470: I knew what he wanted to do and I knew no matter how many times I called him back, no matter how many times I caught him before he went down there, he only needed one time to do it
(9:23:32 AM) cah1470: and of course sooner or later he was going to get his chance
(9:23:50 AM) cah1470: and it was just too frustrating I didn't log on to the computer...I didn't even turn my television on
(9:24:13 AM) Marguaritte: I'm so sorry
(9:24:24 AM) cah1470: I just laid in my bed and told Corey to go back every time I saw him pass me until I finally fell asleep and of course when I woke up at 3:00
(9:24:27 AM) cah1470: guess where he was?
(9:24:22 AM) Marguaritte: I was going to walk over there and give you a hug
(9:24:27 AM) Marguaritte: but my card key isn't working
(9:24:39 AM) cah1470: no don't I am too messy for visitors
(9:24:42 AM) Marguaritte: the kitchen?
(9:24:43 AM) Marguaritte: LOL
(9:24:45 AM) cah1470: yep
(9:24:56 AM) cah1470: and I just want to kick something you know?
(9:25:03 AM) cah1470: I work so hard and it doesn't matter
(9:25:14 AM) Marguaritte: well, it doesn't matter because my key wouldn't let me in traffic and it wouldn't let me back in this building either, Josh had to let me in
(9:25:15 AM) Marguaritte: yes, I do
(9:25:16 AM) cah1470: it only takes one night when I don't feel like checking my account
(9:25:31 AM) Marguaritte: I often want to kick something or kill myself
(9:25:38 AM) cah1470: or one moment when I close my eyes and what I am trying to avoid is going to happen
(9:26:24 AM) Marguaritte: yeah
(9:26:38 AM) Marguaritte: I do understand
(9:26:56 AM) cah1470: and I am slipping I can't even keep up with it like I used to
(9:27:10 AM) cah1470: Cameron destroyed the handles last year so I can't lock the refrigerator anymore
(9:27:31 AM) cah1470: I figured out how to lock the glass doors so Corey can't escape so we are right back to the refrigerator dramas again
(9:27:45 AM) cah1470: 15 years of one horrible thing I can't control or another
(9:27:50 AM) cah1470: and I am so weary of it
(9:27:51 AM) cah1470: all of it
(9:27:59 AM) Marguaritte: I know, I know
(9:30:41 AM) cah1470: the whole account thing is because the daycare has had trouble with a few of the parents not paying tuition on time
(9:31:07 AM) cah1470: so even though Cam has been going there for almost 4 years and I have always paid on time they would no longer allow me to pay every 2 weeks
(9:31:20 AM) cah1470: I used to pay for the current week and the following week each time I got paid
(9:31:47 AM) cah1470: but now I have to pay the Monday of the current week and no later so I had to pay them $495 to get cam 2 weeks ahead
(9:31:54 AM) cah1470: in addition to my mortgage
(9:32:16 AM) cah1470: so now I am 117 dollars in the rear with no a/c and I honestly am at the end of the line
(9:32:30 AM) cah1470: and bitching and moaning which I hate to do
(9:32:39 AM) cah1470: I just hate whining or feeling like whining
(9:32:42 AM) cah1470: it doesn't serve anything
(9:38:44 AM) Marguaritte: but sometimes you need to do it
(9:38:51 AM) cah1470: yeah I guess
(9:38:54 AM) cah1470: but I hate it
(9:39:24 AM) Marguaritte: I could probably float you a little money if it would help
(9:39:47 AM) cah1470: no don't do that a money hole only grows bigger when you borrow
(9:39:56 AM) cah1470: I appreciate it but I will just have to suffer through
(9:40:01 AM) Marguaritte: I know, I'm just saying
(9:40:08 AM) cah1470: it was my mistake and I do have money in my savings account
(9:40:16 AM) cah1470: that is really the biggest point of it really
(9:40:20 AM) Marguaritte: but if you ever need lunch or something, I don't mind buying a friend lunch or giving her gas money
(9:40:25 AM) cah1470: I am going to pay $105 for negligence
(9:40:30 AM) cah1470: not because I didn't have the money
(9:40:40 AM) Marguaritte: it's been the foundation of my friendship w/ Daf for years. ;)
(9:40:45 AM) cah1470: :) lol
(9:41:11 AM) Marguaritte: I'm serious though
(9:42:03 AM) cah1470: yeah I know
(9:42:13 AM) cah1470: honestly I have money to make it until payday
(9:42:25 AM) cah1470: all the purchases cleared
(9:42:34 AM) cah1470: my frustration is in paying $105 for neglect
(9:42:41 AM) cah1470: I don't have money to make mistakes like that
(9:43:16 AM) cah1470: all the money I saved at value city to have a bag full of stuff for $18.95 is blown because I paid $35 in fees for the charge
(9:43:16 AM) Marguaritte: yeah, I understand
(9:43:41 AM) cah1470: it's days like today that make me hate Malfoy even more
(9:43:48 AM) cah1470: she is already in Lee's office complaining
(9:44:07 AM) cah1470: according to Jon her dad gives her more than $10,000 a year in help
(9:44:28 AM) cah1470: she doesn't have anything really to be unhappy about and yet she whines
(9:44:35 AM) cah1470: constantly
(9:44:40 AM) cah1470: I want to be like
(9:44:45 AM) cah1470: hey switch with me for a day
(9:44:57 AM) cah1470: I will show you what you are supposed to bitch and moan about
(9:46:53 AM) cah1470: and I think how is it she can be such a bitch and have everything work out and I can try to be nice at all times and nothing will work out
(9:47:37 AM) Marguaritte: I know, I know
(9:47:45 AM) Marguaritte: you know I know, LOL
(9:47:58 AM) cah1470: yes I do which is why I am on this pity party of mine
(9:48:03 AM) Marguaritte: I feel like I've done the best I can my whole life and it's not good enough
(9:48:04 AM) cah1470: but I will get over it in a few minutes
(9:48:08 AM) Marguaritte: :)
(9:48:17 AM) Marguaritte: well, I'm not much help but you can bitch to me all you want
(9:48:22 AM) Marguaritte: I understand the need
(9:48:24 AM) cah1470: thanks :)
(9:48:30 AM) Marguaritte: but, hey, bright side, Newsletter's done
(9:48:44 AM) Marguaritte: sending it off for approval
(9:49:31 AM) cah1470: yay!
(9:49:45 AM) Marguaritte: yup
(9:49:49 AM) cah1470: you would think at my age I would know better though...I know things aren't fair
(9:49:49 AM) Marguaritte: sent off
(9:50:00 AM) cah1470: I don't know why I am still raging about it at this late date
(9:50:04 AM) Marguaritte: that doesn't change the fact that it sucks
(9:50:31 AM) cah1470: yeah I guess that is it in a nutshell
(9:50:39 AM) cah1470: I know it's fact but I hate it
(9:50:39 AM) Marguaritte: :)
(9:50:44 AM) Marguaritte: exactly
Labels: corey, rant, single life







5 Comments:
All i am doing is sending hugs and muchas smooches my dear. It does all come down to you in the real world but you are not alone, there or here. None of it is fair and you are more than entitled to bitch and moan all you want. i'm glad you do and not keep it bottled up inside.
All that can be said is that life just simply sucks sometimes. I am very sorry.
This isn't even one of our better bitch fests, either. :)
We'll make it, or we'll die trying. *HUGS*
Sometimes life just deals out the shit in megadoses, and I so wish it wasn't happening to you now Cat.
Hopefully it will get better soon.
Hugs!
in the uk we have had a big "recover this sort of bank charges" thing and i have got £1700 back! it felt good to beat the big banks just for once - i never manage to juggle the money right.
hope your aircon gets sorted soon - i can't imagine how hot that is...
Post a Comment
Subscribe to Post Comments [Atom]
<< Home