Hiding Out...

It is hard to decide what to write about after Wonder Woman. I am always amazed at what I will say, Ms. Private/Conservative just letting it fly. Then I will get a comment or MNG will laugh and then I think to myself, damn did I really reveal that?

Today is kind of a big day for me. Every year I have a meeting with my son's case manager and other service providers to redo his paperwork/funding for another year. That meeting is today and as always I am nervous. But today is special because it is the 1st time that the meeting will be held at my house. I have to admit that I am a little unnerved by the idea of them seeing what this year has been like instead of just hearing or reading about it. My first instinct was to replace the door, have a contractor fix the walls, and so on. But the truth is not only can I not afford to do that right now. But it would be a lie. I am not sure why I am so afraid of letting anyone see me in need. The whole point of the meeting and the funding is that I am in need. I don't ever want my pride to stand in the way of my son getting all the services he deserves. But sometimes I think that it does.